“Qin, Qin Dashao?” Because of fear, Ji Rou cautiously approached him and approached, Qin Yinze still didn’t notice her.
No, to be precise, he looked at a place outside the window too engrossed, his soul ran away, and only his body remained here, so he was not afraid of the wind, nor could he hear her.
For a moment, Ji Rou actually felt a little distressed for him. Of course it was just a little bit, so little that she hadn’t discovered it herself.
Ji Rou glanced at him, immediately ran over to close the window, and turned to Qin Yinze’s side: “Qin Yinze, are you looking for death?”
This time, when Qin Yinze heard her voice, there was light in Qin Yinze’s eyes.
However, when his eyes fell on her face, the light in his eyes slowly dissipated, and finally there was a dead silence.
She is not her, she is not the one he has been waiting for.
Bitterness, fermenting and spreading in his heart, he knew that no matter whether he was alive or dead or sick, that person would not care about him at all.
I know this is the case, but I still feel distressed every time I think about it.
He doesn’t know what he is still looking forward to?
He doesn’t know what he is still obsessed with?
He doesn’t know why he tortured himself so that people are not like people and ghosts?
He was tired, sleepy, tired, and he didn’t want to think about that person anymore. Qin Yinze slowly closed his eyes, and everything ended here.
“Qin Yinze, can you hear me?” Ji Rou raised her hand and shook in front of Qin Yinze’s eyes, his appearance was really terrifying.
He is clearly in front of her, but she always feels that he is not there, like a body with a soul taken away from him, there is no difference between life and death for him.
Ji Rou guessed that there must be a secret hidden in a corner of his heart, a secret that no one else can touch or help him unlock.
She squatted down beside him, and gently patted the back of his hand with her soft palm twice: “Qin Yinze, there is only one life, and it will never come again. This is a game I once played. A very classic quotation.”
“Because of this quotation, I always tell myself to love myself and my family. Look at me, my father was in a car accident and the company left by my father was robbed, my mother was in bed, and I was f****d by you. This scum is ruined, but I don’t want to die.”
“Because people have hope as long as they live, and when they die, there will be a pile of ashes, nothing. Think about it, if one day, you will also be burned into a pile of ashes and put in a small box. , Buried in the soil, what else can you have at that time?”
She sighed: “So let’s look at it, there are no obstacles, there is nothing more important than life.”
Ji Rou said a lot in one breath, and said all the philosophy of life she had summarized over the years. Who knew Qin Yinze fell asleep leaning on the sofa.
She said so many great things in life that he actually fell asleep, and he didn’t even hear a word in his ears, let alone take it to his heart.
Ji Rou gritted her teeth and wanted to kick him, but soon she discovered his abnormality. The breath he put out was very hot, and it was a little abnormally hot.
Ji Rou immediately reached out to probe his forehead, and she felt that her hand was almost burned by the temperature of his forehead.
I got caught in the rain with her at night, and now he is still closed in the room with cold wind. He is not a little golden man, so it is strange that he does not have a fever.
“Qin Yinze, I can’t wait to throw you down the window.” Ji Rou scolded and helped him to lie down on the bed.
This person was tall and strong. When she was supporting him, his whole body weight was on his body, and his waist was almost crushed.
When throwing him on the bed, Ji Rou fell down because of an unstable center of gravity, and fell into his arms.
She just thought of getting up, he suddenly made a move and hugged her: “Don’t go!”
Ji Rou tried to remove his hand: “I’m not going, do you want to burn to death?”
“Don’t go!” He still said these two words, his voice was weak, but the strength he hugged her waist was not light at all.
“I’m not a fever-reducing sticker, what use is it for you to hold me?” This man should have been lacking maternal love since he was a child, and he took her as his mother during his illness.
To be honest, at this time, he really looked like a child. He didn’t have the natural domineering and strong when he was awake, and he didn’t have the usual venomous tongue. He was as quiet as a newborn baby.
“Don’t go!” He hugged her, holding her tightly, the words still in his mouth.
“Okay, I’m not leaving. Son, you have to behave, and my mother will stay with you.” Ji Rou rubbed his head. He lacks maternal love, so she will be wronged and pretend to be his mother.
Sure enough, when she heard her calling him his son, the man didn’t call any more, and fell asleep obediently.
“If I can give birth to a son like yours, I must have lost my old life.” Ji Rou couldn’t help feeling a little funny. No matter how strong this person is, as long as he is sick, he is not as vulnerable as a child.
She looked at him, he was really good-looking, with well-defined features, a right body and a nice voice.
What is she thinking? He looks good and can’t hide the nasty facts.
If it weren’t for her kind heart, she would have to take advantage of this time to clean him up, let him kneel in front of her and cry-Mom!
After finally breaking free from his arms, Ji Rou hurriedly contacted the hotel staff to find a doctor.
After taking Qin Yinze’s temperature, the doctor gave Qin Yinze a fever-reducing injection, and prescribed several anti-fever medicines, and asked Ji Rou to take one for him.
The doctor also ordered him to take his temperature after half an hour. If the fever subsides, he will be sent to the hospital.
After sending the doctor away, Ji Rou returned to the room and probed Qin Yinze’s forehead. She felt better, and she was a little relieved.
She sat down by his bed: “Qin Yinze, I heard that if you don’t have a fever, you must be sent to the hospital. Look at the wind and rain outside, the roads are probably flooded. Burn to death, so you can figure it out.”
“Qin Yinze, what are you hiding in your heart?” Ji Rou looked at him, “Is the family broken? Or did his girlfriend run away with another man?”
After thinking about it, Ji Rou still feels that it is more likely that the broken family will hurt him.
Because these years, Min Luocheng preached that “Mr. Qin” like a god, but never mentioned his wife.
Ji Rou felt that it was very likely that Mr. Qin divorced his wife and took his son alone. He was so busy with his business that he ignored his son.
So Qin Yinze couldn’t get the love of his father and mother, and he became distorted in the process of growing up.